اِلٰهِيْ كَمْ مِنْ مُوْبِقَةٍ حَلُمْتَ عَنْ…
اِلٰهِيْ كَمْ مِنْ مُوْبِقَةٍ حَلُمْتَ عَنْ مُقَابَلَتِهَا بِنِقْمَتِكَ
وَكَمْ مِنْ جَرِيْرَةٍ تَكَرَّمْتَ عَنْ كَشْفِهَا بِكَرَمِكَ
اِلٰهِيْ اِنْ طَالَ فِيْ عِصْيَانِكَ عُمْرِيْ
وَ عَظُمَ فِيْ الصُّحُفِ ذَنْبِيْ
فَمَا اَنَا مُؤَمِّلٌ غَيْرَ غُفْرَانِكَ
وَ لَا اَنَا بِرَاجٍ غَيْرَ رِضْوَانِكَ
اِلٰهِيْ اُفَكِّرُ فِيْ عَفْوِكَ فَتَهُوْنُ عَلَيَّ خَطِيْئَتِيْ
ثُمَّ اَذْكُرُ الْعَظِيْمَ مِنْ اَخْذِكَ فَتَعْظُمُ عَلَيَّ بَلِيَّتِيْ
اٰهٍ اِنْ اَنَا قَرَاْتُ فِيْ الصُّحُفِ سَيِّئَةً اَنَا نَاسِيْهَا وَ اَنْتَ مُحْصِيْهَا
فَتَقُوْلُ: خُذُوْهُ
فَيَا لَهٗ مِنْ مَأْخُوْذٍ لَا تُنْجِيْهِ عَشِيْرَتُهٗ
وَ لَا تَنْفَعُهٗ قَبِيْلَتُهٗ
Transliteration
Ilahi kam min moobiqatin halumta an muqabalatiha bi-niqmatik
Wa kam min jareeratin takarramta an kashfiha bi-karamik
Ilahi in taala fee isyanika umree
Wa azuma fis-sohufi dhanbee
Fama ana mu'ammilun ghayra ghufranik
Wa la ana bi-rajin ghayra ridwanik
Ilahi ufakkiru fee afwika fatahoolu alayya khatee'atee
Thumma adhkurul azeema min akhdhika fata'zumu alayya baliyyatee
Ahin in ana qara'tu fis-sohufi sayyi'atan ana nasiyaha wa anta muhseeyaha
Fataqoolu: Khudhooh
Fa ya lahoo min ma'khoodhin la tunjeehi asheeratuh
Wa la tanfa'uhu qabeelatuh
Translation
My God, how many destructive sins have occurred where You showed forbearance instead of meeting them with Your punishment,
And how many crimes were committed which You generously concealed through Your noble grace.
My God, even if my lifespan was long in Your disobedience,
And my sins grew vast within the record of deeds,
I harbor no hope for anything other than Your forgiveness,
Nor do I wish for anything other than Your good pleasure.
My God, when I reflect upon Your pardon, my sins seem small to me,
Yet when I recall the severity of Your retribution, my affliction appears immense.
Ah, what grief if I read a sin in the scrolls that I have forgotten while You have recorded it,
And You command: "Seize him!"
O how helpless is that captive whom his own kin cannot rescue,
Nor can his tribe benefit him,
Source: duas.org · sahifa-alaviya-supplication-in-the-middle-of-the-night-107
